sarah's blog

  today i started taking ritalin bcuz i might have adhd n until i can get assessed by an available psychiatrist (which i got a call tht i have one available im waiting for them to call me) i am just taking low doses n seeing what happens n so far i dont feel any different but i did notice tht my brain was quieter than it was before i didnt have my typical scattered thinking n thts good i guess n i didnt dread washing a bowl when i wanted to have my noodle salad n i didnt feel overwhelmed by thinking abt doing something n i did pick up my drivers study book but i got thru one page maybe bc i was trying to watch anne with an e at the same time so thts probably y it didnt work but i can try again now or tomorrow i feel like i could do both like doing it now seems like more of an option than it did before when it came to deciding when to do something like i think its working ??? n i hope it is obvi like i wanna function i wanna have a life thts more than wat i got right now

 title says it all my dad told me this thing abt this person who wrote down their goals on their birthday n then they put the list away n didnt look at it until the day before their next birthday n allegedly 75% of their goals were achieved so im gonna debunk this theory im gonna make my list n i wont tell on here n i wont tell anyone i will just write the list n put it away n i will update in 364 days also i picked out my own cake it was rlly good it was 4 different kinds of cake in one bc i couldnt decide im so terribly indecisive so when i saw it i knew it was a means to an end n i had 3/4 slices bc one of them was double chocolate n i alrdy know what chocolate will taste like so i skipped tht one n i had carrot cake, caramel cake, n red velvet i had my birthday dinner on wednesday instead of friday bc i wanted time for karaoke bc i had friday by rebecca black on my karaoke song list n my birthday was on a friday so i had to do it but i had a scheduling conflict n i might do it sund

today i went to a clothing swap in ogunquit n i was rlly digging thru the table a lot of the stuff was not my style but i got as much as i could at least i swapped old clothes i never wore 4 some nice onces ill probably actually use so heres a haul i found these cute sweaters n a pretty dark green cardigan and i got a black mesh top n a grey/blue? hollister top n a fabletics shirt ill probably wear to bed bc its kinda thin and i got a simple black skirt n some grey joggers and i got 2 college hoodies i like them a lot i want more and last i got 2 t-shirts w like places on them bc i like those too i think im just gonna wear the acadia one around the house bc its not rlly my color but i had a good time n it was all free i luv free stuff !!!

calvin klein fuzzy navy blue beret my old doctor who weeping angel pendant necklace beige argyle sweater i thrifted denim bag i thrifted pleated denim skirt from target white platform converse

i made a list for the fashion things i think r superior n above all other fashions but u know u gotta even out the positive w the negative so i have to make this list of ugly things in fashion tht i hate bcuz im a hater heres my list: any top thats racerback large pendants on necklaces its so chunky n tacky laced up sleeves n pants specifically like on leggings/activewear activewear in general is just really ugly victorias secret pink brand ive never been anything cute come out of tht store clothing being covered in the brands name rhinestone embroidered anything stripes unless there are more than 3 colors of stripes chelsea boots most graphic tees t-shirts that say really cheesy cliche things like whos still wearing these for ppl to keep making them ??? the target ladies on instagram and their ootds they make in target ive never seen one of those tht looks good millenials cannot dress millenials batwing sleeves v necks sweaters with cowl necklines why not just leave it as a turtleneck

  last night i had a dream tht i was making cookies with reeses pieces so this morning i asked my dad to get me reeses pieces n cocoa powder :) i was letting the butter soften n then i realized i needed another half stick of butter so i had to wait even longer then i needed baking soda n all our baking soda was gone so we had to go to the store but i found out after going to the store we didnt have sugar either so i had to use powdered sugar which is fine and i had to cream the butter + sugar with my hands because softened butter at room temp is still hard to mix with a whisk/spoon !!! we have an electric mixer but its like old and it steams/smokes ??? when u use it so i didnt wanna use it (also its loud i dont like it loud) but they were chocolate cookies with reeses pieces !!! heres a pic they had a slight crunch when i bit into one of them but it was soft on the inside i love the texture tbh like these r rlly good cookies yum

ok this might be a long ass list so like watch out !!! n these r just my opinion but i am always right so 💁 but im talking about styles, designs, patterns, fabrics, colors, accessories, jewelry, etc (i will also make a list of awful fashion things later) heres the list: flared pants/jeans pearls lace silk bishop sleeves but only on sweaters small floral patterns dusty pink       velvet gingham small heart pendants small angel pendants puff sleeves milkmaid dresses pleated skirts a-line buttoned skirts but only if its denim or corduroy plaid baggy jeans sage/jade green poet sleeves juliet sleeves buttons tabs on the shoulders of jackets bell sleeves turtlenecks simple black skirts cardigans faux fur houndstooth blazer + skirt matching sets platform shoes mary janes oxfords wire wrapped crystal rings crocheted headbands crocheted tote bags painted on jeans baby tees happy bunny tees sweater vests sweaters argyle collared shirts under sweaters lacy collars shoulder bags berets college lo